EMOTIONAL EATING

Allowing my self to be treated poorly is a crutch i am done using. I have allowed my self to be verbally abused by family members and my so called partners. Cannot blame anyone but my self. Self esteem is not a luxury it is a neccesity. Fuck your low self absorbed ideals. You first me second. Relationships shouldnt be like this. Equal never enters the equation. To be judged, spoken to with disregard, shamed for having desires, held to lower standards. the signs are all there.
Road to recovery exist within me.